if I drop off the internet for a while, there's a good reason this time.
Grandparents just took Sick Kitty to the vet. I don't expect her back. I snapped at my roommate for crying (well, for apologising for 'bothering me' with her crying) and now I feel sick. It's not like it doesn't hurt. It hurts like Hell. I just get sick of crying like a little girl. But that's probably not healthy. I guess I'm just trying to block everything out again. I don't know. My mind is an odd place for a lot of reasons.
I'll come back once things have settled down a little.